So much has changed, so much has happened. I still have my uos and downs but mostly good days.
I got engaged, Chris is so sweet and I know he will be an amazing step dad. He is so amazing and caring but more than anything he puts us first.
We havent pick a date for the weeding but I am ok with that, to be honest I am scared of marrige. I know I should not but I can't help it. I have huge trust issues.
Chris has been my best friend, he has been my support and he has shown me hot to love again. He is such a blessing in our lives.
You Evelyn love talking to him and play games. You Abe always talk about wanting to go do sports with him and how you love how much he spoils you.
You guys are so excited since your dad got engaged too. Anne has been so nice to you and i really like her. She seems like she will be a good step mom and i think she makes your dad happy so it is a win win.
Your dad and I have ups and downs. Not sure why but communication gets weird and we get so over sensitive. I do wish one day we could be in a healthy place but who knows.
I thought a lot about your grandma and grandpa this weekend. It has been almost 3 years since i heard from them. I pray every day for them and i hope they know I loved them and none of the things JOrdan said were true. My hearts stills gets sad that they belived him but one day I hope it stops hurting not knowing from them.
I have been traveling a lot with Chris. I am hoping we could finally have a family trip soon, but work gets all crazy and I have taken lots of time off.
I love you guys and this is the update so far.
